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long time didn't update leh, but hopefully no one know i have updated my blog. hehe. by the way, my tagboard had to scroll to the bottom of this webpage. why i wan to update??? Coz i now feeling very very down. maybe i'm in love ba. but then i can sense that i stand no chance in the person heart. hai.... :'( maybe i'm just a normal friend to her ba. i dun noe why i kept thinking of her almost everyday, everytime i try to stop myself from thinking about her, but it is very hard. i also dunnoe why. maybe i can't forget about the time that we have together ba.i told my friend about it, but my friend told me not to give up on her. but after yesterday incident, it let me feel more to forget about her. it is easy for me to say out, but it is very difficult for me to do so. when i try to forget about her, i feel sad & sometime i even feel like crying out. although i noe it is very bo liao for me to think so much but i try to stop myself. :) must encourage myself now. stop thinking all this unnecessary thing. but b4 i forget about her, i still got one last thing to for her. hai.... dunnoe wat to say anymore leh. stop here.